qt tired now.. mugged alot today! yay. yst was a total waste of time tho... stayed at home and woke up at 4pm la... clearly a pig and i only woke up when robyn called me to ask me where i was cos we were supposed to have tuiiton! oh dear... i feel super bad now. sighz. yah and i only did like 3 questions yst la haha. BUT! today studied alot! woohoo. and alot of pple in suntec know us la! i feel abit bad now for camping at starbucks in thier most comfy chairs and only buying 3 drinks haha. the adidas guy was like asking me if i was going back there to study when i popped into addidas to buy rachels present today haha.
ok anyway some wierd stuff has been happening and when i told yam today he almost burst a gut laughing but i guess im qt happy abt it la haha. oh man being a bit dumb tho.
ok well the hall saga has come to an end with me being reinstated so yeah e409 is mine nxt yr... tho well i dunno la sometimes i wonder if i really want it. hmm. see how lorrrr.
anyway ive been thinking about weather or not ive been a rally exemplary cell leader for my girls and i have to say that its not really true. i do want to spend more time with them and i do pray for them everyday but wanting is not the same as doing it and i really dont wanna lose the relationship with them or make it become like superficial and stuff. i guess i see our relationship with chuili as the one i want for my cell as well but i know the amount of time and effort she put into our cell and i dunno if im able to do tt as well. hmm stuff to think and pray abt and i really hope that things work out according to His plan and not to mine, im so scared that i do things my way without knowing that God had a better way planned out...i guess it all comes down to discernment eh, but its like sometimes i can hear so clearly the direction He wants me to go and then other times i cant hear a thing so its all qt confusing i guess. hiahz well i suppose He cant just teach us everything all at once eh. well ive learn so very much in this past mnth and for that and my new strengthened relationship with my Maker, i am so thankful :)
ok anyway some wierd stuff has been happening and when i told yam today he almost burst a gut laughing but i guess im qt happy abt it la haha. oh man being a bit dumb tho.
ok well the hall saga has come to an end with me being reinstated so yeah e409 is mine nxt yr... tho well i dunno la sometimes i wonder if i really want it. hmm. see how lorrrr.
anyway ive been thinking about weather or not ive been a rally exemplary cell leader for my girls and i have to say that its not really true. i do want to spend more time with them and i do pray for them everyday but wanting is not the same as doing it and i really dont wanna lose the relationship with them or make it become like superficial and stuff. i guess i see our relationship with chuili as the one i want for my cell as well but i know the amount of time and effort she put into our cell and i dunno if im able to do tt as well. hmm stuff to think and pray abt and i really hope that things work out according to His plan and not to mine, im so scared that i do things my way without knowing that God had a better way planned out...i guess it all comes down to discernment eh, but its like sometimes i can hear so clearly the direction He wants me to go and then other times i cant hear a thing so its all qt confusing i guess. hiahz well i suppose He cant just teach us everything all at once eh. well ive learn so very much in this past mnth and for that and my new strengthened relationship with my Maker, i am so thankful :)
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